Showing posts with label Ramblings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Ramblings. Show all posts

Monday, April 27, 2009

The Addiction Is Back

Nearly one full year since my last post. Did I kick the habit? Have I forgotten sweet sound of the clitter-clatter? Do I no longer know (and chase after) beautiful things? Hell no.

This blog will no longer serve as a dashboard for my Words & Images spatterings. That class (and program, for that matter) blow like an old dusty wind. That's it—they're history.

This blog will now serve in any damn way I choose. Enjoy.

I am a writer. I nearly gave up—abandoned that one thing that keeps me sane, calm, motivated, and hopeful—happy about the future, moving in the present, remembering from the past—simply because of a silly, tiny, minor fear...of the unknown: audience, supporters, publishers, voice, power, talent, possibilities, opportunities.

No giving up. I have an obligation to the world, the unity of life, to release my energy. Even if I don't fully know or understand that world, and/or why that world needs my writing to continue its orbit, I do understand that I'm a part of it.

Some posts may read like ramblings and complaints. I will log my efforts from an obscure, hidden, unknown woman to a noted, revealed, expressive writer (preferrably published). Other posts will read like reviews, criticism, and general commentary as I come across books, articles, thoughts, conversations, and tidbits that spark and relate to my writing. And there will be non-categorizable posts: maybe a piece of writing I'm working, perhaps an interesting sentence or image that comes to mind—anything's possible here as long as my fingers are going.